if only, if only ...

 if only, if only,

the woodsister cries in the wind,

if only, if only ...

_____

denn dann,

wenn alles von mir ist,

dann geh ich auch zu Grunde ...

______

im Chaos und im Untergang,

dort liegen meine Stärken ...

____

the wolf comes passing by and cries

while praying to the moon,

he never looks at you so far,

when you are standing there

he never knows that you will come,

I' m sure I' ll see you soon ...

if only, if only,

the woodsister cries in the wind,

if only, if only ...

when you are passing by so far,

while dancing in the snow,

you smile at me with (in awkwardness/ ) clumsy happyness,

as thought that you would know ...

if only, if only

the woodsister cries

in the wind,

if only , if only ...

in awkwardness you dance along

in all your mocking fun

just yell at me, make fun of me,

and you 'll be on the run ...

if only, if only,

the woodsister cries in the wind,

if only, if only ...

the seasisters swim in dark surpress

and never know the awkwardness,

of that what how so really is

surprising me and you,

the secrecy of life again

not dwelling  in the sea,

and knowing who they are to be,

and not just you and me ...

if only, if only,

the woodsister cries in the wind,

if only, if only ...

I' m standing just so high ashore

and dreaming in the sun,

I' m looking at the sea so far

and wide that you would never know,

just where to be and where to go

in this, so far wide world,

just don' t wish to be in ev'ry place ...

if only, if only,

the woodsister cries in the wind,

if only, if only ...

he runs from the mountain with the wind

just calling them to her,

and singing with so joyfullness

that life is going on,

for he is running in the wind ...

if only, if only,

the woodsister cries in the wind,

if only, if only ...

she tells you all the stories now

the wind has wispered her

and sings his joyful happy song

while running in the wind,

for life is ever going with stories in the wind

the stories come and go and sing

while dancing in the wind

for stories never end

while just now life is going on ...

if only, if only,

the woodsister cries in the wind,

if only, if only ...

he runs from the mountain in the wind

just singing in the wind

he tells him all the stories,

all that her has told the wind,

for life is ever going on ...

and while he runs so with the wind

he sings his favorite song

if only, if only,

...

_________

with all his awkwardness

just singing in the wind ...

____

the wizard cries with awkwardness,

for this is all an awkward mess ...

1.,3.,4. Dez. 2005 Lilly Lime